Y e s t e r d a y H a n g i n g A r o u n d

Yesterday..nth to do so >.< ..morning me and vin took ktm went to mid valley to meet some1 for taking sumthing..then go bek and take our breakfast!Then..v went to restaurant cheng kei for our breakfast..both of us were so so so hungry..v quickly order our food~after breakfast,then v took bus go to jusco..walk around awhile..then go cc..then started play our dota^^ ..suddenly,when v were playing..fei di had arrive and he was behind us!V played till around 5 sumthing..then go to jusco again and took a walk..then nth else to do~v took teksi and went back home!Huh..being so tired..once reach home,i on my msn..then take bath and rest awhile..suddenly vin msn me,said may huay will come fetch us go kepong baru(pasar malam) at 8pm sharp..then i say ok >.< ..then i gtg get ready..once everything done..i went to call fei di,then 2gether wait for may huay at my guard hse there!8pm me,fei di and vin were waiting for her at guard hse..around 8.15pm may huay had reached..cant believe may huay bring 1 old fren which is my junior..fui ron~wow..reali got shocked..is being long time din meet him up!After form 4..he had change to bsd 2 skul..he said maluri is being suck now after had change principal..rules damn fukcing..not even have student wanna follow it..fui ron cant get on it,so juz change skul~then may huay intro fui ron to vin and fei di..me,may huay and fui ron were maluri ex student..so v get to noe each other long time ago >.<
Then..v took around 15 minutes reach kepong baru!OMG..the road is being so stuck..coz there's too many car..cant even find any parking..then may huay go and go around..finally got a parking..but kinda far frm the pasar malam = =
But..nvm la..v juz walked nia~while v were walking to the street of pasar malam,Zzz..there were too many ppl..v were stuck in there..cant even move..too crowded..while v were walking around,me and vin saw many ppl that v knew..but duno should call them or should not..haha..weird rite?
V juz pass by and saw them up..then me,fui ron saw a few ppl which is maluri student too~OMG..cant believe saw too many ppl that v knew..paiseh:P
Then v juz continue walked and walked..on de half,v brought some drink..then walked till the end there,v decide to go eat dinner!All of us haven took dinner yet..then may huay said go kepong baru the food court..then v said ok lo..once reach there,there's nth to eat..juz a few stall..v decide to go 快乐城 food court,which is beside carefour~but v had order our drink..so v finish our drink..v went to 快乐城 food court..wow,there's many ppl..so crowded..v tried to find a place..then v sat down and order drink and food..i order 'popiah' and wantan mee..while vin and fui ron order mee too..fei di order chicken rice,then may huay order 'chi cheong fan' and sushi^^
Is so delicious..then v started..to take our dinner~after v finish,v sat down awhile..and chit-chat..duno wad happen to fei di,he kinda sot sot abit..keep said those funny stuff..and stupid stuff..v were headache,smile,and think he was like childish..haha~seems i asked fui ron,u think how old is fei di?All of us cant believe he will said fei di looks like standard 6 >.<
V were shocked and laughed till cant stop..hahaha..after that,may huay took us go cc awhile,go 1st net cc which is at bandar sri damansara..near may huay's hse there!Then,once in..so many ppl..all were playing dota >.< ..then v asked for on too,me and vin and fei di played dota too..while may looked us played..but v lose too..our team got 2 stupid fella left..became 5 vs 3..haiz ~~~~
NVM lo..after that,may huay took us back..so paiseh,keep ask may huay fetch us go here and there..haha,but juz now i adi treated her yam cha^^

Everything Is EnD ~

Em..quite long i din update my blog~haiz..my life suddenly become..dun reali noe to describe!Is like ending..no meaningful..no reason for me to continue my life,my studies..and more~mayb sumthing change me or wad..myself also not sure abt it!Well..im trying to give more confidence..but can't,is hard for me to do anything..every night i couldn't slep well..eat well..like a half-death person!Huh..now had graduate..at last my studies had been finish,im gonna find a job!But find a job..is not easier~urghh..reali headache abt all these kind of things!Why life so complicated?Can't be simple as like normal person?Em..izit myself thinking too much?Being so long..since frm young till now..im trying to change myself to be better!But..i feels like not good enuf..is stil miss up sumthing!Wad else is it..?Any1 could tell me..?I being so confuse sumtimes..duno wad to do?My parents dun reali understand,wad i wants..wad i need!?Well,tis is the life as a onli the son..i don't have any sis or bro~when i saw my friends or others ppl,in their family..they do have sister,brother..im so jealous of it!But..why?why?Why i can't have the same thing..?Sumtimes,when im sad..moody,i reali need a person by my side..share,talk and think 2gether..but is impossible!Now i adi 19..gonna 20 soon!In love..it depends on feel and faith..when i saw those couple being so hapi 2gether,walk 2gether,hold hand 2gether,share everything..i was thinking abt myself..im so LONELY T.T
Being so long..i had never get into love..mayb there's no one believe it,but is true!Many ppl asked to wait,be patient..it will come itself!IF is ur's..it will come to u straightly~i do believe..but how long?1 year?10 year?I noe..sumthing must find out by ourselves..but where is all those ladies?I juz wish to get a person to share life..is that hard?For others ppl mayb is juz a normal or simple thing..but for me,i think it was hardly!Well,im not handsome..im fat..mayb girls see me,doesn't like me..mayb they will hate me?!
But wad to do..?Tis is me..i cant change myself to be handsome or wad..tis is faith!I juz wish..everything could be normal,good in my life..no stress,no painful,no sadness~i hav a attitude..which is..HAPPY!I always ask ppl must be hapi,always with smile..coz if u're sad,always moody..then y as u being a human for?So,no matter wad..even u're in moody or sad..try to be relax,cry out..tell out..shout out..it could be better~is true!But..sumtimes when im moody or stress..my best medicine is MUSIC!Well,im the onli son in my family..im lonely..no bro or sis..no gf..so music is my partner!
Without music..there's no me in tis world!
So..try to be HAPPY..smile more..u will get the more in tis world!